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I’m so fucking sick of the attitude I get from people for no reason.. I let you use my shit, at least put it where I want it. First of all, you didn’t even ask, and then you give me attitude?…. Oh. Okay.
All Time Low.
Mayday Parade.
The Used.
Yellowcard.I must must must must must must go to Warped again this year.
Probs gonna have to be Shakopee Minnesota.
Ugh is it July yet?
Sunday April 16th around 5pm I lost a family member. Someone I grew up with. I lost my cousin. Andy Sattuck. Riding his street bike, he was unable to make a right turn, hit an embankment and was thrown off his bike into a rock. There were no scratches or nothing. Just broke his neck and it was instant death. It was so unexpected. I have never lost someone close to me in my life until now. It’s so hard. I don’t know how to handle it. I guess all I can really do is keep my head up and stay strong? It feels like it’s all a bad dream and I can wake up knowing that he’s okay and so is everyone else. But it’s not like that. I read the article on the news and I then realize that it’s reality. I could only imagine what his brother, mom, and friends are going through. It’s not easy. I know that he’s looking down on me telling me to stay strong for him. I’m just so thankful today to have the family and friends that I do. My cousin Chelsea, I like to call her my best friend. I do everything with her. I honestly don’t know where I’d be without her. She’s always there for me. And my cousin Ashley, Chelsea’s sister, I like to call her one of my best friends as well. We never got along all the time but deep down, we’re the closest anyone could ever get. My aunt, I like to think of as my mom. She’s helped me grow to who I am today. I love her to pieces and my life would be wrecked if anything happened. There are many more people I could write about but these are my main ones. I’m just so thankful for them. I’m glad I can call them my family and I can come to them with anything.
As for Andy, rest in peace buddy. You’re very much missed and loved always by many people. Never forgotten. Always in my heart.
