I’m so fucking sick of the attitude I get from people for no reason.. I let you use my shit, at least put it where I want it. First of all, you didn’t even ask, and then you give me attitude?…. Oh. Okay.
All Time Low.
I must must must must must must go to Warped again this year.
Probs gonna have to be Shakopee Minnesota.
Ugh is it July yet?
Sunday April 16th around 5pm I lost a family member. Someone I grew up with. I lost my cousin. Andy Sattuck. Riding his street bike, he was unable to make a right turn, hit an embankment and was thrown off his bike into a rock. There were no scratches or nothing. Just broke his neck and it was instant death. It was so unexpected. I have never lost someone close to me in my life until now. It’s so hard. I don’t know how to handle it. I guess all I can really do is keep my head up and stay strong? It feels like it’s all a bad dream and I can wake up knowing that he’s okay and so is everyone else. But it’s not like that. I read the article on the news and I then realize that it’s reality. I could only imagine what his brother, mom, and friends are going through. It’s not easy. I know that he’s looking down on me telling me to stay strong for him. I’m just so thankful today to have the family and friends that I do. My cousin Chelsea, I like to call her my best friend. I do everything with her. I honestly don’t know where I’d be without her. She’s always there for me. And my cousin Ashley, Chelsea’s sister, I like to call her one of my best friends as well. We never got along all the time but deep down, we’re the closest anyone could ever get. My aunt, I like to think of as my mom. She’s helped me grow to who I am today. I love her to pieces and my life would be wrecked if anything happened. There are many more people I could write about but these are my main ones. I’m just so thankful for them. I’m glad I can call them my family and I can come to them with anything.
As for Andy, rest in peace buddy. You’re very much missed and loved always by many people. Never forgotten. Always in my heart.